Fondness

One kind kiss before we part,
Drop a tear and bid adieu;
Though we sever, my fond heart
Till we meet shall pant for you."- Robert Dodsley

I used to write. I used to be creative.

I hope I can be what I was, again.

Movies and Books

I want to start an online archive of all the books and films that I have seen and my opinion of them.

I realized that as I grow older, and my collection starts to grow larger, I begin to have difficulties recalling films and books, mixing it with a similar film in its genre or mistaking a quote from a different book.

I hope this blog can serve as a memory bank for me.

A post

we try so hard. waiting for your understanding. we fall so low. waiting for your smile. i loved you. that i did. with everything in my heart. but the engines been running. and you havent been driving. we could've traveled the distance. left tire tracks. but instead. you left the engine running. and now's the fuel's running empty. and the only tracks made are from ants, traveling across the dusty dashboard. the only distance traveled. is by me. from going around your heart in circles. trying to get in. from going from your heart one last time. and ending back into my own.

i don't like how i am at home.

his laughter...

the echo of the laughters
still reverberates through the closet of my memory.


he sat there. in that seat. it was once warm.

we shared laughters. in the afternoon. it was once light.

those once green, vibrant leaves. are now a bashful red.



the leaf twirled once.
twice.
in a little dance.

but soon it will fall.
into the the labyrinth of colors.

that once resilient, strong green

is just but one
of the many, crinkled crunches

that echoes
throughout the streets

it's hard for me to maintain relationships.

...

My heart is a little too small.